Fort Worth

It had its down moments, and then I had my ups. Seeing my mom wasn't as hard as I expected and I've made my peace with her, and let that portion of my life go. That demon has been laid to rest and for once, I feel as if that burden has been lifted from my shoulders, even if it is for a brief moment. I forgot how much my friends back home, are like family to me. I realized that yesterday morning when my bestfriend's mom was making breakfast. They are my family even if blood isn't involved. They are more family than the actual family I have over there and for that I will be eternally grateful. I've also realized that there is no point ignoring them because of how bad fort worth makes me feel, they made that place feel like home again, and now when people ask me where I'm from, I won't say Austin anymore. I've also discovered that I look flawless in orange. I'm a longhorn by choice i guess. p.s. I have this new confidence, mostly because of my friends back home, that I can accomplish anything that I want. I can predict that this summer is going to be one to go down in the history books.